forgetting to forget you

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 9:33 PM

im just, scared , worried , confused and just flat out flabbergasted . came home from band , sat on bed , lay down , started thinking bout my troubles with friends and suddenly one tear come just my left cheek . stood up then go bathe .

to you two : remember that time we celebrated your birthday ? remember what you said ? " oh she's not nice , she's a minah . dont want her . " and " oh she sombong , dont like her anymore" , now your hanging out with them and outcasting me . remember what you said ? we'll make it through eventhough any problems ? and look at us now ? why ? just because of my freaking cca ? what about her ? she has her practices too , and your not outcasting her . it just hurts who you thought were people you can trust , just turn around and turn your words and against you and kill me . ya , friends . sure , whatever fakers . ( this does not include you H ) .

to you : i dont know what else to say . today said it all . hope it really was an emergency .

to you : i cant believe how fake you've become . going against your OWN FRIEND , just because you think she's a flirt an stuff . she's da bomb and she rocks . and so what if she likes guys ? its perfectly normal . and its her own business who she wants to stead with at what age .

i dont know . there's so much people , and my brain's all scattered .

today was the most blurrest day of the year so far . got 4/10 for science . got 10/16 for proportion . teachers called me one gazillion times and i still dont know what she's doing . teacher explain cannot understand . play rubbish notes . dropped ming wei's mace and go picked it up cos the others told me so which i shouldnt have cos its wrong . there's freaking geog test on thursday and i dont understand a shit . graphs are mother effers .

gosh . SORRY MING WEI FOR DROPPING YOUR MACE . i feel really bad . i run 2 ready. next practice i run around 3? i pay using installments can ? SORRY MING WEI . I REALLY AM .

well ya , ming wei's a great senior , and he rocks . and i feel bad to drop his mace . DD: .

and thanks ~~evelyn~~ gabriella for letting me poke you throughout the day . :DDDD . tmr i poke you somemore kay ? kay , best .

oh , and to these people ;

widia , arynah ,sufi and hajar and zhiyin .

I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS AND PIECES . YOU GUYS JUST , OMFG MAKE ME HAPPY CAN ?

LOVE YOU GUYS LA .

im not oh-fucking-kay

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