sorry long time never update ,
busy with blogshop .
and busy getting into trouble/failing/being pissed at people .
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got scolded by a certain teacher just now .
after that i cried.
why ?
cos i couldn't stand on my own two feet and protected my ownself .
my explanation was simply shaken off .
well , i heard teachers read blogs right ?
well , i thought i'd post it here .
since you wouldn't listen to me ,
you might as well read it from me .
i know i will get into trouble for this ,
but heck it .
im not the type who takes this lying down .

Change ?
what change ?
me ?
are you serious ?
i have always been this way .
too bad if you didn't see it from the start of the year .
i have always been this way , and i will forever be .
and you don't know like other people know me ,
so don't think you know me ,
and don't say i have changed ,
cos the only thing that have changed ,
is my hairstyle .

Irresponsible ?
what irresponsible ?
me ?
are you serious ?
all the work you have given to me or council have given to me ,
all i have done ,
with great sense of responsibility ,
and pretty well .

all your homeworks ,
i will try to complete ,
as tired or as lazy as i am ,
i will still do my homework .
neatly , nicely and according to your steps .
since the beginning of the year ,
if im irresponsible for doing my homework ,
well then ,
pardon me .

council duty ,
all i have done with great responsibility .
morning duty ,
i will try my best to come to school early ,
and mostly , i will be .
and i have caught countless number of people talking ,
or not wearing their badge ,
or wrong attire .
and me and ethel ,
are like ,
the only two councillors who actually bother to walk up and down the classes ,
more than once .
at least thrice .
until Mr Koh says chairman take attendance .
the teacher's day present wrapping thingy .
come on ,
dont tell me ALL the Events people and someother section ,.
have CCA on Friday ?
i was the only who came back after prayers who finished everything up ,
and when i came in , not much were done except the name tags .
i have to drag in my friend , whose not a council to help me finish it up ,
in time ,
and nicely done .
National Day performance ,
ya , i wasn't hyper and i didnt hype up the crowd ,
and that i was disappointed in my performance .
Council Show thingy .
i made conversation with other schools and i showed the schools around ,
filling them in with the school's activities and didnt just keep my mouth mum .

well if im being irresponsible for doing all of these ,
then deeply , im very sorry .

Lousy Attire ?
who ? me ?
are you serious ?
ya , sometimes you caught me with my shirt hanging out ,
by the front or by the back .
if you may have noticed ,
my pants , are at my butt .
and it keeps slipping and this usually happens when i have my hands all full .
i at least MAKE AN EFFORT to keep my attire ,
neat and tidy .

unlike other councillors ,
seniors or my batchmates ,
i wear my black shoe .
my shirt is most of the time tucked in ,
unless i didnt notice it , or i was busy tucking in another side ,
or i have my hands filled .
my socks , can actually be seen .
my hair is neat and tidy .
i wear my badge proudly .

well , pardon me ,
if doing all of these ,
is tarnishing my council's reputation .

Not proud ?
who ? me ?
not proud ?
of council ?
of tk ?

my brothers have non-stop criticised TK ,
just because they are from VS .
but i still fight back with them ,
being proud of TK .
whenever im outside of school ,
i will still make an effort to look neat and tidy in my school uniform ,
as like you said , i represent the school .

whenever someone asks me about TK's achievement ,
i proudly say all of them out .

I'm proud to be a TKsian .
and I'm even more proud to be a Councillor .
so if you want to do anything to me ,
my conscience is clear ,
cos for all i know ,
i have done things , better than half of the other councillors out there .
who are not even proud ,
they got picked as a councillor .

and thanks to me ,
widia is improving okay .
widia's becoming better in her studies .
look ! she even got an A for English common test !
Her humans , 2 out of 3 passes !
and if she had studied harder , she would have passed the rest .
why ? because i never did give up hope and faith on her .
and because i love her.
i downright love her as a friend .
and im always there to guide her .
i even persuaded her to go for ASC if she didnt want .
and she really did want to go to the toilet just now ,
and infront of the photocopying shop ,
there was a bench .
and on Friday's ,
the canteen is always filled with Sec 1s , 2s and 4s .
and there was no tables and chairs left .
what you want us to do ?
change our socks in mid-air ?
and when i explained to you ,
you just brushed it off ,
calling me irresponsible , tarnishing the reputation of council and the school ,
saying i changed and how i had lousy attire .

well pardon me .

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failed science , miserably .

failed maths , miserably .
( didnt exactly fail , but it wasnt up to my standard ) .

was happy with the rest .
got 2As for malay and geog .

history could have done better.
was satisfied with Lit .

still not double science marks ,
must put into final gear and drive my Mercedes into
end-of-the-year race track ready
( reminds of the SAIL task we did ) .

Can't wait for raya and can't wait for september holidays ,
paint my room , make over it .
brownbrownbrown !
then i want to buy those avantgarde wall paper thingy .
then i pastepaste everywhere .
like fun like that .

just now stayed back after school to finish up IPW .
manage to finish it at 2 .
so wid , aryn , zhiyin and I went to videoworld to eat lunch .

but lo and behold ,
fauzi helped us check our website .
and it was screwed .
freakin' screwed .
rushed back to school .

panicked , had a moment of hysteria .
then finally made it okay again .

HAHA .
save the cheerleader , save IPW !

then me and wid rushed to the 31 bus stop ,
in the heavy rain .
like some Indie film like that .
we were running , and then laughing ,
hiding under the trees .
like cool like that .

haii , who am i kidding .
im in no mood .
cos im pissed with everyone .
screw the world .